I'm getting better at living moment to moment and enjoying myself.

I'm also doing what I love.
I love working at the playhouse, I love being in Cabaret, I'm taking classes this summer, so I feel like I'm going in the right direction.

I do like what I'm doing, activity wise.

I do not, however, like what I'm doing with/towards certain people.
I'm entangling too much into one thing. And I know its not healthy and that in the end I'm just going to regret it, and wish that I was a stronger person. But I'm not.

At least I'm realizing it now though. And I"m going to Disney for 6 months. So that will alleviate some tension.

But then, what happens?


I have two "problems."
Is the best way to solve them just to ignore them?
It seems like thats the way to go...


But I feel as long as I have these two people in my life, I'll never be able to move on.
Hopefully that'll be proven wrong, ASAP.
We'll see...