I wanted to tell you I changed. I want to tell you that things would be different this time.

I miss the feel of your hand on the back of my neck.

It's been nine months. I could have brought life into this world by now.

But instead we've remained stagnant.

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I ruined a perfectly good relationship. Because I know what its like to have that feeling, and I don't want to settle for something less.

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I put all of my pictures on a flash drive today. 

I needed to move them, and you off of my computer. 

What will my life be like when you're home again.

I'm thinking "lonelily" damien rice.

you might be thinking something different.

or worse. you might be thinking nothing at all.

my heart won't let my head move on.

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Happy thought: She doesn't know this is where we're going on June 14th.

Free concert? Hey there.